For the past month (two more to go) my life has been quite amazing but also a mass ball of insanity!!! I barely have time to chill.
I am staffing the PURSUIT internship (a dts and ihop combined to bring together the missions movement and the prayer movement) and we are already a month into it...it is so awesome seeing God work in the student's lives and mine as well.
Its crazy the amount of pressure that we live under when we don't operate in the freedom God offers us. I have come to realize that I have adopted this pressure thats not mine to take up...that I have been so preoccupied, worried and fearful about finances and whats next in my life that I am not even enjoying whats happening right now in my life. Just anticipating the future and ignoring the present. I know that I have the tendancy to do that and then end up regretting my preoccupation with what is to come. I need to RELAX. God is so good that I know that I can relax, give Him everything that I have taken upon my shoulders and that He'll take care of it.
Now...I am also employed at two jobs that I work on the weekends, Montana's and Starbuck's....I dont know how I am going to juggle the PURSUIT, Montana's and Starbuck's. By the grace of God I guess. I just dont want to become so tired I transform into a zombie.
Two months left of this...but I know that itll be a time of great growth and challenges. My dad always said challenges bring character....sometimes i love that statement...lots of times its just annoying. haha.
God brings freedom and takes every pressure that is crammed into my cranium....He's pretty awesome.
